我是好人吗？？

我最近在爱上一个有男朋友的女生
虽然爱一个人不一定要拥有她，但我还是当了第三者，因为我觉得爱一个人是应该要争取
但我想你们应该不赞成我的想法
也许你们会觉得爱一个人应该祝福她，但我没有办法做到
每当看见你的眼睛时，就觉得一股很强的电射入我心理，
每当看见你的可爱小嘴时，就很想很想冲动的走去吻你，
每当你走在我身边时，我就好想牵你的小手，
每当手机响时，我多么希望是收到你的ＳＭＳ和来电，
每当你开心和不开心时，多么希望陪伴你的人会是我。
也许我们不会有什么结果，但我还会是哪个永远在你身旁陪伴你的人。。。
破坏别人的辛福的我，你们觉得我会事个好人吗？？

结束了5年9个月又5天的爱情。。。

从2003 年2月12日开始的一段爱情刚刚在2008年11月17日的凌晨以经结束了。这5年9个月又5天的爱情给我带来不少的快乐和悲伤。是你在无时无刻的在我伤心时陪伴着我，当然我们也一起渡过好多好多的开心日子。在这5年里我多次的伤害你,但都得到你的原谅...但从前我从来都不懂珍惜，或许这是我的报应。还有一项让我后悔的事就是答应你到KL读书，你曾经多次问我意见和希望我的碗留但我都没有这样做。勇胜阿勇胜，你真的是个大笨蛋。
我真的希望有一天我们可以好像以前一样，每天都可以开开心心的在一起.

I am back....

I think i already have long time didnt upgrade my blog here bcs currently many thing is happend beside me and make me very unhappy.
At 1st,me and my darling quarrel seriously n cant settle almost in 1 month time until now oni settle a part of it but i believe that we still love each other.
2nd,exam is in the corner and cant concentrade to study bcs my heart n mind keep thinking nonsence about me n my darling problem
3rd,abit pressure on working.on that time all the thing happend in the same time n cant solve it,so i very scare to make mistake on my job.Everyday need to help a stupid idiot who tat oni know to talk n donno to do to put all the butterworth goods in his car for him to delivery.when the time he wrong he just know to laught when the time i wrong i let them kan like d dog.
Lastly, Before Leo forum.I represent my club to be committee for leo forum but many trouble falling to me.At first i already long time didnt active in leo club project n suddenly turn in to help,a bit cant follow up to the mood of organise this big project.2nd,i try to do my job to find qoutation for my souvenir program but in the end bang but them,make me so paiseh to my fren sister,so on that time i start to slow down my mood on this position.3rd,every club is commit to find 3 advertisement for souvenir program,starting my club president promise me to help me find but when reach the dateline,she told me tat she cant get anything.so 2 way pressure come to me again but in the end lucky the incoming president Christine help me to solve it,so i should say thx to her at here.The pressure during forum,on the 1st day when i reach ipoh leo forum walk in secretariat,
DOC: For those committee who didnt wear the committee tshirt need to pay RM5
ME: Then the organizing didnt give committee tshirt izzit should the organizing pay me back??
DOC:Did u do ur job as committee??
Me: in my mind thinking (Doesnt i no wan to do my job,when the time i do my job u all boh believe me,so u all just finish it lah)

2nd unhappy thing i have during forum
I am appointted to give out the leo money during leo forum for those who line up early to take bus transfer from hotel to the hall and who get leo award by Leo Billy(top secretary of district 308b2).In the 1st day when finish the station games,i immediatly go back hotel for helping Erlina to help them for room check in the room for all delegate n committee until 6.15pm oni i get my own room to take bath.So i know that was no enaught time to take bath n give out the leo money so i return it to kok sheng to ask Billy for help bcs i give him the room early early ago.So i thought everything is fine on that time but during the fellowship time Billy come to me:
Billy:Y u didnt do ur job i order and i need to do it myself
Me:Bcs i am the last 1 get the room key,so i not enaught time to get prepare
Billy:then tmr u do it lah...
WTF man,u can get key early to take bath but u come n scold me i din work.

But lucky now my love problem solve d,exam over,forum waiting to get bullet and job tempory still can control myself.I will update my blogs as soon as posible.

The Great Experience of Changing tyre!!!

15 April 2008 is a date very bad luck for Raymin Yew Yung Shen because this the date that i can saw my grandma who was pass away on sunday face for the last day before burning her body. Other than that,after dinner n shopping with my gf, my gf driving my car to hit a big stone tat both of us oso din notice about it. Starting i thought only my car bumper broken and the car blocked by the stone,so i starting remove my car off the stone and my gf notice that my car tyre was puncture.After i move my car beside the road n starting make phone call to find ppl to help me but lost to find any foreman to repair my car bcs it was late of the nite,so i immediatelly find the equipment for changing tyre at the back of my car.



First,i jet up my car,it a bit hard for me bcs this is damn heavvy n i no have experience on it.after i success jet up my car n going to lose my 1st nut,got a car by n horn on me bcs i blocking his road,so i put it dw again n move my car to another place.(very terrible)

After that i jet second the car car again but i din success bcs i cant find the way to to jet but very lucky got a man told me where should jet.Finally i jet up my car n lose 4 of the nut n prepare for changing my spare tyre,i just notice tat my spare tyre is no air as well.In the end the oni thing i can do is park my car beside n sit my fren car go b to my house...



the 2nd time i jet up my car i take longer time maybe i already tired

Dont make a promise that we cant make it!!!

Friend,when the time u get "PPK" or get ppl who put "Aeroplane" on you,wat is the feeling in ur heart? In the same way, when the time u "PPK" ppl,will u think wat is ur fren feeling? Maybe PPK already normal for urs life but now we already adult and know wat should we do and wat should not do. Everytime when we meet out,i sure all of us oso have been late b4 even me but i believe that certain ppl is a very low percentage to come early.Just like everytime called to football, 9.00pm oni start the football but call us to reach there half an hour early b4 but himself can be late.When everyone behsyiok n say him, he will answer that:"give u have half an hours free warm up no good meh",will u feel that this is the stupid answer. So today everytime we got activity i also wan to consider should i reach there on time or come out from house on the time we promise.
Lastly this is friendly remind that we dont make a promise that we cant make it, we should meet on the time we promise each other n wont waste all of us time.

*friend,hopefully this blogs wont broken our frenship,i not wan to find gaduh but i just wan to let urs know the feeling we ppk ppl or we get ppl. Nowaday can sit down n drink coffee n talk eh fren not much d, so hope that we can have stronger friendship.

I believe some of u sure will tulan but i welcome u to write a comment wat u tulan for n let all of us know....

My Award that i Achieve In Leo

Outstading Omega Leo Members














DG Appreciation Award


Oustanding New Members










100% Administrative Club Award

Outstanding Club

Outstanding President














All project award not going to show bcs it was too many!!!!

The life i walk in Omega Leo club (Part 2)

After the time as a President in Chung Hwa Confucian, i had been called to join Leo Club of Tanjung Penang on 2004 during F5.On that time we still can join omega when we still in alpha Leo but 1 years later,Lions Ong had been terminate all the F5 Leo to join omega.When the years I joined Leo Club Of Tanjung,i had been elected as club Asst.Treasurer because on that time Leo Club of Tanjung almost is the club like going to closing up and no have much members. On that time me and a gang of Leo from Union high school enter the club.My president on that time Leo Quah Cho Pin set a target for us is we no wan to get any award in this fiscal,we just wan to have to build up our club n recuit more member.So on that time,Leo club of Tanjung is the year have most fellowship project to gather all the leo.During this year,i also is the only 1 younger omega leo involving in Multiple District Leo Forum handdle publicity,on that time i very new in omega leo so tat i kena bully by other clubs members,from that time start,i alway remind myself that i wan to be top of the top members in leo and no wan to get bully in the future road in Leo.

During this year: I had been Awarded as Outstanding New Members and DG apprciation award:

Year 2005, I elected as 2nd Vice President and my president is Raymond Teoh.This is the year we so proud to get back 3 top award that we lose out for many years.Top President,Top Club and Top Secretary. We had work hard a lot n carry out a lot of project.

Year 2006,I againt elected as President but the different is i can become as omega president in the shortest time.During my years,i set my target is to over my ipp Raymond Teoh and to get all the top,so i plan more n more project than him,watever project i can do i oso wont miss it.On that time each month i also will carry out few activity and involving in Region project.Somemore win out Region annual Leo Quiz.But in the end i also cant achieve the target of i set n just get more award than him,althought many ppl say we already done a great job but i understand that was not the thing i wan,if i have another chance to do it as president, i sure i wan to do it better and get all the top